"THE_ONE" wrote in message
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Thanks dda1(rangeraven), for your assistance. Much appreciated.
I'll get to the site you recommended ASAP.


N:dlzc D:aol T:com (dlzc)'s responses ,

" Nothing to do with TWLS. Appears to be total crap. I'll avoid the
rest. "
" No problem. Your command of the English language is your problem. "
" The website is a joke. And you are the only one who doesn't get it. I
recommend you actually study the topic. Start with "Spacetime Physics"
by Taylor and Wheeler. "



Granted, my English may be unique, but there is always a reason for
everything. I spent 8 years fading away into the nowhere and nowhen.
The cause was a nasty case of Hypoglycemia. The brain was shutting
down as the result of this. Eventually I no longer knew which was my
right hand and which was my left, which hand held the fork and which
hand held the knife, I no longer knew how to spell my brothers name, I
no longer had the mental capacity required to tie a pair of shoe laces,
I no longer had any short term memory at all, if four pills were placed
in the palm of my hand I could not tell you how many were there, for 3
was now my limitation of visual group recognition. I also had to read
words letter by letter, and then read a sentence over and over and over
until I could gain some understanding of the sentence. I no longer had
visual depth perception. And the list goes on, and on, and on,....
The Cat Scans showed that I was in deep deep trouble indeed.

Doctors said there was nothing that could be done about the
hypoglycemia accept stick to a six meal a day diet to stabilize the
glucose levels in my blood, and then hope for the best. Still having
some smarts, I realized that the body was not responding to sugar
intake properly, and so I consumed massive amounts of sugar on and off,
until the proper bodily functions kicked in once again. To the doctors
surprise, the Hypoglycemia was cured.

However, during all this fading and returning, different neurological
functions shut down individually and at random times. This aloud them
to be identifiable. Normally they all shut down together such as when
one goes to sleep, and therefore under these normal circumstances are
never seen individually. After some exposure to these components of
consciousness, it became evident as to what conscious is, and how it
works. I used this knowledge to reconstruct myself. It took another 8
years of my life to do so, 8 years to convert myself from having a
rigid body that moves with primitive robotic like movements, to a body
of the norm, to a body that could once again taste food, a body that
could once again smell odors, a body that could walk up stairs, etc.,
and a mind that sees reality with a brand new and fresh perspective.

My recovery was no less extreme than what you see in the movie "
Awakenings ", with the exception that it was not drugs that brought me
back, nor was I brought me back in a matter of days, but instead it
required a massive agonizing effort, and many many years of it.
Please, please, hold down the applause. Thank you.

So, perhaps ( N:dlzc D:aol T:com (dlzc)) is correct about my English,
perhaps it does not contain a suffice amount of conformative and
impressive structure.

However, my experience created independent self taught thinking, and
eventually the reaching of my present understandings that are revealed
on my web site. But if I seem to be a bit behind, perhaps you can
understand why.

Again, I will check the web site you recommended ASAP.

Thanks.

Very well put and explained.
Pity Smith is just a ****, you wasted it on him.
Androcles.

Dear THE_ONE:

"THE_ONE" wrote in message
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....
I just don't want to loose what I have gained.

What you resist, you give power to. What you fear, you resist.
Only in motion is advancement to be found. Enshrining your
current understanding is only important to you. This is what
your webpages are doing, enshrining. Locking you into defending
your current "understanding" (and misconceptions).

I am moving slowly because I always first try
to understand a concept rather than using
mathematics to think for me, meaning I prefer
to keep the works of my mind, within my
mind, rather than doing external mathematics
which therefore produce Gaps in my step by
step accumulation of understandings.

Math can be run as "plug and chug". That is what engineers are
taught to do. Science *is* about knowing what the mathematics is
about, about manipulating the mathematics as a process (or
artform), to find testable predictions. Science isn;t just about
the math. You choose your own path, as you must.

I don't want to accidentally step over
anything.

Better "over", than "in". ;)

Blah Blah Blah.....

ANYHOW, I am now heading over to the web
sites you recomended.

OK. Over and out.

David A. Smith