There is something that apparently is not too clear to you:

the existing science is not the holy scrolls!

IE far away from being complete!and surprise for you:
especially in its latest 'paradigm'
there is a lot of nonsense
just a little example:
virtual particles or W bosons etc.
that is nothing but a wild guesses that only God
knows why it was taken so seriously
by parrots
(yes there are a lot of naive parrots
and not to mention the establishment crooks)
that know that something is wrong and yet
keep hiding their real understanding that there is something wrong!!
because of ...... surprise!!
economical , private interests Jobs etc.
surprisingly enough the Human nature didnt change much the last 500
years!!)


now of course if you just parrot the existing
you are a nice 'legitimate ' scientists

but the second thing you apparently didnt realize
is that there is no chance at this position
that there is no other way to make advance but .....
surprise:
Trial and error'!!
most of the guesses will fall down
one of a thousand will stride forward!1

and let me make some wild guess:

the real breakthroughs will not be done by 'insiders'
it will be done by outsiders!!

2 second wild guess:
you personally are making your living from science!
is it a right guess ??
or alternatively has some new theory
that you try to sell and others are 'disturbing you' right??

ATB
Y.Porat
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