fantastic , man... let me suggest something... I think Godhead is the
Ichhashakti.. and Godhead manifests in / by condesation of energy into
3 dimensinal form i.e mass..? and trnsforms back into formless
energy... on a vast timescale, or sometimes in a flash-in less than an
eye-bat..howzatt? the unseperatability of the Godhead and this material
world? Achintya bhedaabheda? everything is a continuum? and it Is gods
grace to be able see through things. I have seen it more coming thru
observing things like an observer,, rather than get involved in the
drama.. though i do feel pain and laughter in the events in which i am
involved, and many a times in others' dramas too...... i try to see
mine and others' scenes like i am a third party...a saakshi... it does
give me a sense that I AM, despite all things and events. It is not
that i am dependent on them.. I wonder ,,, what sense to make of the
fact that i feel unaffected by time and events... i just feel that
nothing much has touched me... I still exist.. unaffected,,,