wrote:
You cannot make a bigger fool out of me than
what I currently am. I am a top schizoid psycho
with medical certificate. I feel good about it.
The point is: "I'll be free when I have nothing
to lose therefore, I must lose my mind 1st as my
greatest possesion". My psychiatrist asures me
that my state of the art scientific work is part
of my illness.

I suggest you take up painting rather than posting here.
You might sell something.
Worked for van Gogh.
Oh, wait, no it didn't. Sorry. Forget I mentioned it.

PD

The good thing is I'll be ill for
the rest of my live. And you still want to argue
with a fool like me?